to stop getting motivated at night and be more motivated during the day. I feel like late night work outs aren’t doing as much because I basically go to bed afterwards. I just feel like I have no motivation during the day and i’m always sad. I need more friends because everyone in my life is busy with school and work all the time. I need someone to talk to and just hang out with.
It’s been a month and i’ve had one interview. I’ve applied everywhere I can think of! I thought having Disney on my resume would help me, but it’s done absolutely nothing! I HATE CT! I have the opportunity to go back to FL in January, but I have too many bills to pay off I won’t be able to afford rent. I just don’t understand. I hate being home all day and having absolutely no one to talk to or hang out with because everyone is too busy with work and school. I don’t know why the fuck I ever came home because I’m so completely miserable. I’ve never hated my life so much. And now with what’s going on with my family I’m in even more of a funk. I’m just so depressed and there’s nothing I can do. I WANT A FUCKING JOB.
Prestarted my new workout regimen. Half an hour of just dance 3 just sweat challenge, and 5 different arm workouts with my barbells. I plan on doing this every day, sometimes 2 times a day. I like the just dance 3 because afterwards it doesn’t even feel like it was a workout, it’s just dancing, that makes your heart rate spike and you sweat like crazy :) It’s time for a new Mallorie.
The memory can fade,a tattoo helps to remember II. on We Heart It. http://weheartit.com/entry/13982921
WANT!
TO GO HOME! Or more like “home.” I don’t know what home really is anymore. I barely talk to anyone in CT anymore. All my friends are down in Florida now. I want my old friends back, but I don’t want to play games anymore. I honestly don’t want to leave everyone here, but I cannot wait to go back to my parents and my cats and my room. I’m scared to go back to CT, but i’m ready for what’s to come. So basically if you want to be my friend still, let me know. K? Thanks.
ally-lemon asked: I <3 you, hang in there
I definitely just saw this…and it definitely isn’t giving me a date haha…Love you too!! can’t wait to see you hopefully when I get home. Double gulp/buffalo chicken dip date? :)
sitting in my bed with no shirt or bra on…gotta let them breathe ;) muahhhahahhaha I’m so impatient just heal alreadyyyyy
I cannot even begin to explain how ticked I am right now. and on top of that my right boob hurts :( but I don’t think it’s the piercing I think it’s just the stupid tape. I just want to flip out on her!
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